So, I spoke with them today. I told them in nicer words than Finkelsteins how we were lied to and about. The same thing happened to the one elder who was visiting with the bethel overseer. He was put on reproof and it was all based on lies. He was the po in his congregation and overnight done in like burnt toast. He said I have to be strong and that I'm not there to serve men. I said if I were to go back to the meetings that's exactly what I would be doing for I would have to go along with their doctrine and I can't agree to some of what they teach. I told him Jehovah's holy spirit isn't blessing this nonsense or these goons would not be getting away with the things they do to people. He asked if I believe in the fds and I said as a parable that was taken from the hebrew scriptures. He told me not to forsake the gatherings and I told him have you looked up in the Strongs what gatherings or assemblying is. Those gatherings were the feasts that they had to keep. They were Jehovah's appointed times with his people. He argued until I had shown him the scriptures.
At the end of it all he said that we would talk soon and I told him no. I told him I was happy and that he needs to do some research on what this religion had taught him and right away he said stay off the apostate sites. I said if they weren't real or true then the society would sue them and become super rich overnight. He said they wouldn't be able to keep up to all of them in order to sue them. I said they go after ones that post their silly little three minute videos on youtube.
He said Jehovah is using us to teach the elders in elder school the things on what not to do at jc meetings and I said if I want to know all I have to do is go on youtube. The gb can do the same. There's plenty of jc committees posted there. I told him I will be calling the branch office this friday to let them know what they didn't do for us when we cried for help and he said they won't do anything and that those brothers have alot on their platters. I said as long as they are going aroung saying how we are all equal then they are going to listen to me. He agreed with me that all they want for the public to see is how unified the org is and I said unified in making sure noone at the doors see how you cover up the wicked. Yes, they are unified in that way.
I told him about our two bibles one which has the brackets in and one that has the brackets out and he said as long as the word is still there what difference does it make. I said a huge difference. There was no reasoning with them but if anything I hope I planted some seeds. I said it wouldn't surprise me if the org puts out new bibles since they have new doctrines. He said that will never happen. LOL wait till it happens. That will be one seed in his head that will germinate into a squash and he won't like it.
They all seem to agree that the internet is wicked and society is losing alot of people over apostasie. Hmmm, how do you break their way of thinking that it's everyone elses fault but not their golden calf???? I don't think they will report me for they really did feel sorry for what we went through. They know the hall we came from and this hall were both on society's hit list. One got closed down and this one had elders assigned to it who are way worse then the other hall. But all in all I don't care. I told him physically I have to heal for my body is suffering from it from nightmares to constant burning in the stomach. Just can't deal with much these days and don't have to.
I was forced as alittle girl to be abused but now as a grown woman I give noone that right to abuse me not even in the name of religion. Never never may that ever happen again ever! I have taken back that control and I AM IN CONTROL OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ummmm, I'm pretty sure they won't be calling here ever again. Their last words to me was I'm bitter but I am truly not anymore. The only time this lion rears its head is when they poke me. Why they call when they know I am bad association and then try to get me to move so I can be in the "association" is beyone me. If I am not going to the meetings then why would I move???? DUH!!!!!!!!!! Too bad soooo sad:)